"This heart I found on a road somewhere between Hope and Lost. It's beating was strong as I picked it up to look at it. There were words etched in it, I leaned forward and the words made out this sentence. "This heart maybe beating but it lives for no one." As I stood there holding it, it's beating slowed. The words shifted as it lost it's color and seemed like it was calling out for life. "This heart will die in the hands of you for it was given around until it's life could no longer handle the heart break." And with the last pounding it died in my hands. I stood in awe and wondered what I could have done."~
The bits of crippled and crimson colored flesh hangs within the clutches of the people that you have allowed yourself become victim to. For as you sit within the shadows of loneliness that seem to wrap it's snaking tongue around your mind, toying and taunting it until it crumbles. Does anyone hear the faint call of you? While you hope to re-join your kindred for some fun and enjoyment, only to be forgotten and cast away feeling lost and alone inside. Does anyone hear you cry? When you hope to see a familiar face and when you surround yourself around them, only to be ignored and left to lick your wounds that you yourself, allowed for i
"This heart I found on a road somewhere between Hope and Lost. It's beating was strong as I picked it up to look at it. There were words etched in it, I leaned forward and the words made out this sentence. "This heart maybe beating but it lives for no one." As I stood there holding it, it's beating slowed. The words shifted as it lost it's color and seemed like it was calling out for life. "This heart will die in the hands of you for it was given around until it's life could no longer handle the heart break." And with the last pounding it died in my hands. I stood in awe and wondered what I could have done."~
The bits of crippled and crimson colored flesh hangs within the clutches of the people that you have allowed yourself become victim to. For as you sit within the shadows of loneliness that seem to wrap it's snaking tongue around your mind, toying and taunting it until it crumbles. Does anyone hear the faint call of you? While you hope to re-join your kindred for some fun and enjoyment, only to be forgotten and cast away feeling lost and alone inside. Does anyone hear you cry? When you hope to see a familiar face and when you surround yourself around them, only to be ignored and left to lick your wounds that you yourself, allowed for i
Yevka was new, very new of course,
Brought some baggage too, yet no remorse.
She was fresh, simply fresh,
Came with a history, yet no regress.
She saw him looking, long and hard,
Though she knew not why, she remained far.
How foolish she was, to not foresee,
What Raven wanted, “he wanted me”.
The ignorance Yevka had,
For the beauty of the lad.
Time played on, played on fast,
And promotions followed, she was worthy at last.
Troubling thoughts stirred, about that lad,
Was Raven looking? Was he the one she should have had?
Courage filled, alongside guilt,
For the relationship she could have built.
But was this true? Let the truth be
I am a doodler not much of an artist. I am in love with wolves and role playing. I often do this to relax after a long day. Wanna know more, just ask and I will tell.
Sorry for the absences on everything. Due to the activities of everything, it really has sucked down my time. I have gotten a new phone and have been having the hardest of times figuring it out, so if you sent me a message, please do so so I can save it finally to my phone. In other news, I have been wanting this manager position for the past 2 years and I have been talked to.... I am now being looked at and going to receive training for it, to see if I can handle it. I am super excited. On the side note, I am still battling my inner demons along with those haunting others. My cousin is draining me emotionally and I am in need of refreshing.
Pardon my language but. To hell with all this... This year had so much promise, I was hoping to start anew. Move forward in my life and yet again I am stuck in a rut. Emotions that have taken a curve for the worst and I am on the suckiest roller coaster ride ever. I can't stop it nor change the tracks, my friend I am going to crash. I am done with it all and I am loosing my sanity, there is nothing left for me to gain. I am loosing everyone around me and I am the only one seeming to remain.
Hello my lovies, this is my new account and I will be monitoring it more closely. Lineart and what not will be posted with in the next few times I am on. <3 You all~